Dear diary 66

Dear diary
I sat down and prayed today, to Avena, because I have a question.

‘I know you are there. I know you sent me on this path, or at least helped me find it.
When I first came here I asked you for a sign. I was scared that I had made a mistake. That I had left everything I knew because of a feeling that wasn't real. And you answered me.You told me that leaving the Feywild was the right thing to do. That you had watched me since I was born and that I had followed the path I was meant to take.
I haven't forgotten that.But I have been on the material plane for a while now.
I have met Primus. I have found companions, just like you said I would. I have helped people, healed people, fought things I never thought I would fight and ended up in places I didn't even know existed.
And I still don't know why you wanted me here.
Am I supposed to find something?Someone?
Am I supposed to help someone?
Or have I already started doing whatever it is without knowing?
I don't need you to tell me everything. I know that's probably not how this works. But maybe just a little hint?
You were rather good at the white feather last time.
Something like that would be helpful.
I'll keep going either way.
I would just really like to know what I'm going towards.’

I am hoping for a sign